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Thursday, December 17, 2009
Will things hold or break?

Well, it's been an interesting day.

Woke up early, at 10am. Paid my phone bills and bought a box of chocolate.

Went to Edith's house, where she was having a little get-together for her primary school friends.
The box of chocolate was obviously a house-gift. As the Greeks say, it is considered extremely bad manners to be invited to dinner and bring just your appetite.
Well, the other people there were Naomi, Ri-chan and Shasha.
The joke Ri-chan and I were having didn't work well, so oh well.
It's a tight-knit group. Which explains why one or two of them didn't really seem to like my presence there. See Edith I told you it was a bad idea.
At least I got most of the observations about character-types done. Now can actually dispense advice to Edith without going too far off.
Naomi's an interesting character though. Might be an undocumented type so far. Further MSN chats would do a lot to complete the profiling so I don't screw up when trying to help Edith. And so that's what I intend to do.

Not like I've anything else on my hands anyway.
At any rate, we got pizza and spaghetti for lunch, and then brownies. And then we spent the rest of the time in Edith's room talking about random things.
Edith, I wasn't kidding when I said I was there as an observer. Stop pulling me back into the limelight as it tends to mess with my observations on group dynamics. -_-
And we all left at 3.30pm, cause Shasha seemed to be going crazy stuck with that lot; Ri-chan had a chalet to go to or something, and Naomi was meeting a friend who came back from Canada after a few years.
I accompanied Naomi all the way to Orchard MRT. Like I said, interesting character.

After which I went to Funan at City Hall, just to check the retail prices of Kane's Wrath. Amusingly, couldn't find a copy at either Challenger or Gamescore, and found a copy in some random store for 40 dollars.
Came back, and bugged my brother into lending me his credit card. I am now the proud owner of a legitimate copy of C&C3: Kane's Wrath, for only $19.90. When it finishes downloading at least.

Internet today's fucked up. I couldn't access any websites at all, only MSN.
And I just restarted the router. Now I can access the web, but not MSN. What a trade-off.
And I can't continue the download cause it's under my brother's account and I don't have his password. God that's inconvenient.
Correction: Terribly inconvenient. Reason is because there's a 3v3 tournament on Monday, 2am. That's about... 3 sleep cycles from now. Lol my schedule is so fucked up I'm thinking in terms of sleep cycles.
Anyway, Shiuh Sheng, Nopol and I are taking part. Looks like the old Tiberian Storm team is getting back in action as a group finally.
At any rate, I need it downloaded so I can actually get an online account, and settle my online username so we can sign up for the tournament in the first place.
I have no idea why we're taking part. It sounds like a really stupid idea, cause we're up against, well, tons of pros. They'll walk over us in the first round. But like Nopol says, for fun, and for experience.
My current game plan which the guys'll probably agree with, is for them to fight on the frontlines and buy me time. After which I can come out and fuck the opponents' economy over using Ravagers, as well as provide significant Cultist support to their armies. Ecoboom then carries onto popping a Hexapod and Tripods, or maybe a MASSIVE AIRFLEET OF DOOM. =D Traveler FTW. Of course, this strategy won't work against 3 pro-players. They'll steam-roller us within the first five minutes.

Ahhhh so tense. I should relax. It's not like we're gonna win anyway. If we actually made it past the first round, it calls for a celebration.
Sigh, Thursday today. Was supposed to go out with Trish, except her mum won't let her. And she doesn't think she can get out of the house anytime soon.
This is really bad. D=
Gah.

Pax.


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Tuesday, December 15, 2009
The Feeder has no choice, does it.

Wow my favourites list has expanded to 6 people again. -_-
Except Chermaine's in Hong Kong, Trish is still in her hermit-state, Caitlin is even more nocturnal than I am, and that leaves me with Edith, Cass and Joanne.
Plff.

Played more DMC3 today. Found out that there was a Special Edition where the difficulty levels were tweaked downwards cause otherwise it's sickening. Unfortunately I'm stuck with the sickening version, and still dying frequently on Easy mode.
And Artemis, a gun similar to the much vaunted Nightmare-Beta from DMC1, is a very shiny but apparently also very useless weapon.

Going to Edith's house tomorrow for her party. I don't think I'm going to be very good company, but oh well...

Kind of tired.

Pax.


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Monday, December 14, 2009
What. The. Fuck.

So I woke up after a bad dream.
And I checked my phone to read a message from Trish.
And then I realised the shortcut button wasn't working, which happens sometimes with Sony Ericsson phones.
I turned the phone off and on.
And the auto-restart problem came back.

I'm pissed. I'm really pissed. It was fine all these weeks and it chooses to fuck up now, just because I turned it off and on again.
Now I've to get it fixed, and I've no idea what to tell the guy. Oh, it was fine since you repaired it 4, 5 weeks ago, but I turned it off and on today and the problem came back.
Right.
Plus I'm going out a lot in this week and the next.
Gah. Just when I was getting adjusted to having my earphones back with me.
This really, really sucks.


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Keep talking. No, on second thought, shut up. Shut up right now.

I can hear them. They are calling to me.
Voices of the past.
And guess what? They're telling me stories!
Awesome stories. =D
They're going to keep me up all night. Unless one of them switches to telling me a bed-time story, or singing me a lullaby.

Wahahahaha.
Now trying to ignore the voices, they're quite entertaining, but honestly just a little bit creepy.
Talking with Caitlin. I have the feeling this is an overdue action on my to-do list.
Except my to-do list doesn't contain that. It's only got two things on it: Watch "The Slingshot" which was a recommendation by my mentor and wayyyy overdue, and I'm also supposed to teach Edith tact. Which is overdue too.
Damn.

Oh now I remember why it seems like an overdue action on things to do... it is. A few months overdue, if I recall...
Argh my head.
Fuckety fuckety fuck. Can't recall.
This stinks to the core.

Pax.


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Sunday, December 13, 2009
In the dark.

My desklight's lightbulb blew. WTF.
Currently using my dad's one as replacement. But it's annoying cause it casts a slightly-orange light.

Also, didn't play DMC3 last night cause was too busy with MSN. Can't believe I spent one whole night being bored.

But I made up for it by spending the whole afternoon playing it... after I helped my bro troubleshoot his sound problems.

It's amusing when he plays Left 4 Dead fullscreen and it's so freaking large, that even I can play it from where I'm sitting, which is at least 4 meters away.

Rawr looks like I'm going to be stuck here alone for a while.

Hurm.

Still have the feeling I seem to have forgotten something. Something terribly important.

Gah.

I'm going to sleep for now.


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I'm cold as cold as cold can be, be.

Hurm.
It's been non-eventful much.
My dad bought me a birthday cake yesterday. =O My sis and I both agree that we couldn't remember the last time we actually had the birthday cake of a family member.
And today my family went out for dinner together at uhh... Nihon Mura, I think. At the sports complex somewhere in Pioneer.
Ate a lot as usual. And I am sick, sick of mushrooms. Should remind my bro that we are all tired of the mushrooms he orders by now, especially when he can't finish them himself.
Still have half the cake left. I'm planning to save a slice for Trish when she comes over next week... when she does come.
Blah.
My brother got a 27-inch iMac. It's big. It's really big. We had to move the TV from my room to my sister's room.
My sister isn't too happy about it.
And my brother and I are somewhat apathetic to that fact. XD
He's currently trying to install Windows using Boot Camp on it, for the non-work side (i.e. gaming). Anddddd it's not working.
But once he succeeds, damn, now my siblings and I can finally play Left 4 Dead together. We should celebrate by obtaining a copy of Left 4 Dead 2 and playing that instead. 27-inch Witch FTW.
And now I'm really bored.
I'm so bored that I'm just annoying Joanne, bugging TSS about gaming and anime, flirting with Chermy, and denying Cassie what she wants, i.e. help in her life.
I should just go outside and play DMC3 some more. I made a lot of progress today, a few missions. Yayz.
Okay, signing off here.
Eirene.


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Saturday, December 12, 2009
Awakening.

Sigh. Things aren't going my way.
I wonder what can I do to fix this?
And why do I feel like there's something missing?
Like... something... intangible...

"Argh!" Jacen screamed as he felt his legs half-collapse under him. His whole nervous system went into shock as a splitting pain wracked his brain, and refused to go away. Falling upon the floor, he moaned as he buried his head in his hands.
"You alright, Jace?" Aduna asked tenderly as she approached the young man, who was starting to tear his hair out from the pain.
Looking up with a distressed face, Jacen slid forward and gripped his demon tightly, trying to make the pain fade away.
"Blimey, Jace, you're white as a sheet," Aduna muttered in shock as she glanced behind her, and motioned for her mate to fetch Endarius.
Moving swiftly, Neros crossed the distance to Endarius's door, and rapped on it.

"What's up with him?" Endarius asked when he emerged from the door a few seconds later, though it felt like whole minutes to Jacen.
"I don't know," Aduna replied in a panicked tone. "He just fell upon the floor all of a sudden and he really looks like he's in intense pain."
Damn right I'm in intense pain, Jacen would've thought sourly, except he couldn't even get his brain to form those words. Second by second, he felt bits and pieces of himself slipping away, and his precious grip on sanity began to loosen.
Closing his eyes for a moment, Endarius focused on Jacen's mind, and cursed bitterly before moving forward to take the young man's head in his hands.
"Don't you disappear on us, kid," the Deritonian murmured as he gathered his powers to try and reverse the damage done. "Come on, come on."
Opening his eyes wide, Jacen screamed in agony, creating a mental shock-wave that pushed everyone away from him by a couple of meters.
"Woah Jace, it's us," Aduna tried to placate the agitated young man as they all got back to their feet.
Glaring at her with evil eyes, Jacen held his hand out as if to launch a strike, and paused.
Scrutinizing the young man, Endarius focused his powers in case he needed to shield in a hurry, as he tried to reach him once more. "Jacen?"

Putting his hand down, Jacen collapsed to the ground and stared at his hands. "I know. I know now."
"You know what?" Endarius questioned as he took a step backwards. For a split-second, there was a look of desperate fear within his eyes.
"I... I don't know," Jacen sighed as he smashed his fist into the floor. "I felt like I suddenly knew the answer, like I suddenly found it all. And then it slipped away from me."
"Good, good," the Deritonian mumbled to himself. "Do you know what happened, Jacen?"
"No. Not at all."
"You were thinking too much," Endarius explained. "You were contemplating the Source and got too close to it, thereby creating a sort of link to it. The resulting amount of data was way too much for your mind to handle, causing your whole essence to go into overload."
"Oh."
"I cut the link and cleared your mind of the unnecessary data already. I have also sealed off your mind from this so it doesn't happen again. But I must also ask you to try to avoid contemplating the Source again, for safety's sake. If you were overwhelmed, the sheer amount of raw... potential, would spill over to the ones you were closest to. In time, it could very well destroy the world as you know it," Endarius warned as he silently congratulated himself on his quick thinking. The truth was, he hadn't sealed off Jacen's mind. It was impossible to do so. For the pain Jacen had experienced was from a seal itself.
"I see," Jacen whispered as he closed his eyes.
"Stop straining against your bonds, kid. I know what it's like to feel trapped, to feel helpless, but honestly, sometimes it's better to remain where you are. Sometimes it's better not to know the truth. It could very well overwhelm you."
Closing his eyes to stop his tears, Jacen whispered his final reply before he disappeared from the scene, heading for a spot of serenity.
"I know."

"You lied to him," Aduna turned on Endarius the moment her master was gone.
"I know," the Deritonian quoted Jacen in a somber tone.
"But you're not going to lie to us," Neros noted as he leaned against a wall with his arms crossed.
"I'm not, because I'm not going to tell either of you anything."
"Hey! I thought we were in this together," Aduna protested.
"You two are his demons. If he asks you, you are bound by his power to answer honestly. We, that is to say, the other Deritonians and I, along with all of the creation underneath us, can't risk him finding out. What I can say is, if he ever does find out, which I sincerely hope he doesn't, yet know he will someday, we're all in for a load of shit," Endarius replied as he shook his head in sorrow.
"You're sure he will find out?" Neros asked.
"Dead certain. Come on, now, we all know Jacen. He's got this stupidly lucky knack of finding out the truth about things, whether for good or for evil. It's almost like there's always got to be something exciting happening for him, or his life-story just won't go on. All I can hope is that he'll be ready to deal with it when it happens."
Aduna gasped as she covered her mouth with her hand for a moment, before whispering timidly, "It's... it's her you're talking about, isn't it?"
Endarius's eyes bore down on her with a determined look, before he turned about and went back into his room. "I've said too much," he finished as he closed the door.
"I was listening that day, Endarius! You have to tell me! What does she have to do with him?!" Aduna wailed as she hammered on Endarius's door.
Shaking his head, Neros took hold of his lover and led her away. "Come on, love. You can't do anything more here."

Jacen roared with all his rage, the resulting sound echoing throughout the Canyon of Despair.
He knew Endarius had lied to him. Despite Endarius's brief experience in the mortal world, he still hadn't learned to lie worth a damn.
But Jacen also knew that Endarius wouldn't lie without reason, which meant this had to be something really serious.
Oh gods, why does this always have to happen to me, he thought bitterly.
Looks like I better stop thinking too much.
Must I?
Can I?
Can I overcome my inquisitive nature, and be content to stay within my chrysalis, for the sake of everyone else?
Is it worth it?

The very first answer that came to his mind was no.
So be it then. He would stay in this canyon and continue screaming at himself.
And he wouldn't stop until the answer became yes.


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Friday, December 11, 2009
For the rest I have to say to you, I will dream like the god, and suffer like all the dead children.

Eh continued, thanks also to Mr. Ang, Cassie, and Tian Lu.

Woke up this morning with a strange feeling. I soon recognized it as boredom.

Sat in the living room and stoned in front of the fish tank, watching it for a while.

Gaming started at 4pm. First thing I told the guys when I was in-game was "Guys, I'll be honest here, I'm in a very very pissed off mood, so do the wise thing, and kill me quick."
I teamed up with NPY and went against EYX and TSS.
Guess what, I won. Did a Shadow Team rush with 5 Shadow Teams, which isn't really enough to blow up anything, but it delayed the crap out of Nopol, forced him to spam infantry to the point where they were a massive cloud surrounding the base, forcing me to not do anything.
Meanwhile I was busy building up and sent in 4 Raider Buggies.
NPY also did well on his front, he beat SS entirely with an Orca rush.
And then a few more games, all of which I was on the winning side. Yes, I really play a lot better when I'm really pissed off.

How sad can it be, to be pissed off on today of all days.
Then again, it's not like today's special or anything.
I mean like, I'm still at home. I'm still doing nothing. I'm still wasting my life away by gaming.
Rawr.
I have a very bad feeling about next week, too.
Maybe it's just me. But I don't dare to hope at this point in time.
Sigh.

Freaky Friday, things ain't going my way
Everything is gone, my life is a country song
Freaky Friday, go play on the highway
Everything is wrong, what the heck is going on


Sort of want to throw it all away.
Right now.
Nothing's working, nothing's going well.
Gah. I can't give up.
Not yet.
Gotta drag myself on. Jeez.
Will turn everything around soon when I get the chance.
Pax.


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Yay.

Thanks to Shud, Trishie, Cancy, Chermaine, Shiuh Sheng, LC and NPY, for the birthday wishes.
And Edith too, though she cheated slightly by doing it beforehand. XD

Lalala.

Looks like a lonely day ahead.

Blah.


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Thursday, December 10, 2009
Woah

Just spent 3 freaking hours writing fiction non-stop.
Actually I think I paused to watch Eden of the East. Oh yeah I did.
Well, an hour or two at least.
Anyway it's now almost 5am and my mum's going to kill me if she finds me awake, so...
Peace.


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Strike, and peace at last.

"Alright comrades, it's time."
"Time for what?" Cheryl asked innocently. The whole team was gathered in Jacen's office, and from the way he had requested for their presence earlier, all of them knew something was up.
"I say it's time we take down that scummy bastard. Tonight, we're going on a raid. We're going to take on Limones' headquarters, and pull him in as our detainee. Or prisoner-of-war, depending on how you want to look at it," Jacen proclaimed.
Everyone's jaws instantly fell.
"Don't be such a bunch of sissies. We'll go in, take everyone out, capture Limones and drag him back here."
"Uhh. Sorry boss, but is it even possible? The six of us, only? Taking on his entire force?" Horace pointed out.
"Oh trust me, most of them won't be in this late. At least, they won't be normally, except I took the liberty of telling Limones that we were going to pay him a visit tonight. So all that'll be left are his best men."
The five other people in the room paused in silence, and glanced around at each other.
"No offense Jacen, but you're crazy," Jim raised. "What, someone had to say it!" he added when the others looked askance at him.
Standing up, the Grandmaster unrolled a map on the table. "None taken. Now let me continue my briefing. All we know about the local headquarters of the Movement is its location. We never had a look inside, so we don't know what the infrastructure is like, and therefore we're going in blind. That's not going to stop us though, cause we'll be barging in through the front door. I want you lot to use whatever I've taught you to take down everyone still hanging around in there. Remember, conserve your strength, recharge, swap opponents, and feint. Keep those four points in mind and abuse the methods if they work. And oh, don't worry, we'll probably have a couple of guests dropping in on us later to help us out, so it won't just be the six of us."
"I don't want to die today, Jacen. I have a future I still want to live out," Horace noted with a sideways glance at Imelda.
"Yeah well so do I. If there's anyone here who's the most at risk, it's me. You people will be going after his spare men and bodyguards. I'm going after the head honcho himself."
Moving forward to the desk and slamming her hands on the table, Kate drew her face close to Jacen's, before whispering fiercely. "I have a family to feed, Jacen. Now I never had a problem with your methods before, never had a problem with your operations, but this seems like a god-damned suicide mission. And I'm not suicidal. Don't you dare gamble our lives away on a whim like this. I'm out of here," she finished as she headed for the doorway.
"Don't you dare walk out on us, Kate," Imelda spoke up for the first time since she entered the room. "Or what, this team means that little to you?"
Kate halted and turned around with a stony face.
"We are a team," Imelda hissed. "It's just like Jacen said, the five of us are like a hand. Alone, we can't do anything, we can't grasp, nor can we control. We are nothing, nothing on our own, and everything together. If you walk out that door, we lose half our efficiency right away. We'll be finished the moment we step into the Movement's HQ. So are you going to leave us to die, or what."
Remaining silent, Kate stepped back to the group around Jacen's desk.
"I've procured a van. You're driving," Jacen announced as he tossed a pair of car keys to Jim. "Take a look at the map to familiarize yourself before we leave."
As Jim hunched over the map, Jacen took the moment to pull Horace aside for a moment, conversing in whispers. "Team's pretty volatile. It's going to affect the dynamics and efficiency. I don't care how you do it, get Kate and Imelda to patch up."
"You gotta be kidding me. That's a tall order, boss. Why don't you do it," Horace rebutted with a poke at Jacen's chest.
"Don't be a nincompoop. You're the closest to Imelda. Get it done," Jacen finished as he shoved Horace back towards the group and shut the rest out for a moment.
I need my equipment. This is it, the showdown, what am I going to need. Blessed amulet, yes, in case he tries something funny. Some of the latest developments too. God I hope I pull this off today, I'm practically staking all our lives on it.
"Jacen?" Jim queried.
"I'll meet you guys outside in the van. Go ahead, grab what you need from your labs and lockers, and we'll convene outside in five minutes."
Everyone immediately left the room.
Taking deep breaths to steady himself, Jacen glanced around the room, and found his gaze on Gerald Hunter's portrait.
Shaking his head in amusement, Jacen moved towards the portrait, and took it down. "I always did say Gerald could get away with anything."
Taped behind the portrait was a ring.

As the van trundled on towards the destination, Jacen smiled at Horace's hopeless attempts to get the two women talking again. On the bright side, Cheryl had also noticed, and was trying to help. On the other hand, none of them were succeeding.
In all honesty, Jacen knew there was no real need to get the two ladies to patch up. Their styles were largely identical, which meant the two of them did not really need to rely on each other except for additional support. If Horace succeeded, then good. If he didn't, at least it kept them all occupied till they got there.
Putting on his earphones, Jacen switched on his music and drowned out the chatter from the rest.
I'm about to walk into a battlefield I haven't even scouted out properly besides a few times passing by. This could be the day I get killed.
No,
his mind refuted. Think of it just like your RTS games. You never needed to scout there either, and why was that? Because you know. You know what your opponent is up to. You've always known. You know where his office will be. You know what traps he has set. You know it all, don't you?
"I do," Jacen blurted out aloud in astonishment. The rest turned to look at him.
"Sorry, was thinking about something else," he hastily explained before replacing the earphone he had taken out.
Judging by the sniggers and wry looks the rest were giving him, he knew someone had cracked a joke at his expense, probably involving a wedding.
Ignoring them, Jacen went back to his own thoughts, drawing up what he knew of Limones and creating a psyche profile of the man.
By the time the van finally pulled to a halt, Jacen found himself more ready than he ever would've imagined he could be.

"Lead the team in," Jacen ordered Horace as they all disembarked. One of the few things he had learned was that a leader had to earn respect, and it was time for Horace to earn his.
The man stepped onto the porch and knocked.
Rolling his eyes, Jacen stepped forward. Okay, maybe not. "We're an assault team, Horace. We don't knock," he reprimanded as he raised his hand and blasted the door in despite the psionic shielding.
"Go go go," Horace commanded as he rushed in, and began fighting with the people inside.
Immediately, Jacen began getting his customary headache from too much raw energy being released into the air. Sighing, he stepped in last, and assessed the situation.
They're doing a good job, Jacen noted as he counted three Separatists already on the ground unconscious, and the remaining seven banded together to conserve energy on shielding. In response, Jacen's team spread themselves out, enveloping them and forcing them to keep up shields in every direction.
Deciding to leave them be, he slunk off from the main battle, and slowly ascended the stairs into the dark corridor above.

"Why sit in the dark, Limones? I know you're here," Jacen announced to the dark area at large as he finished climbing up the stairs.
"Why not? I thought you loved the dark. It really does bring out the real you, doesn't it? But since you insist," Limones responded as he snapped his fingers, and a dim flickering light-bulb turned on, revealing the man in the center of the large room.
Approaching the table, Jacen appraised his surroundings. Unfortunately, he couldn't see anything beyond the tiny circle of light the hovering light cast, which was probably what Limones wanted.
The sound of a click was the only thing that alerted him, but it was too late.
"Victoria," Jacen addressed coolly, since she had his head at gunpoint.
"Hello Wayward. How good of you to drop in. Or should I say, how foolish," the ex-member of the Hunter Corp Executive Council replied.
"You can still walk away from this, you know, Victoria. Drop your gun and I promise you I'll let you walk away from this house untouched."
"How fascinating. And if I don't, Wayward? What will you do, kill my daughter? Oh wait, she's already dead!" Victoria screamed. "Dead by your hands! And you're going to pay for it, just as the other two responsible will!"
"Last chance, Victoria," Jacen replied calmly, as Limones watched, wary for a trick.
"Say goodnight, Jacen," she whispered in response.
Jacen clenched his fist.
The sound of glass shattering sounded from behind Limones as a bullet struck Victoria's pistol, sending it flying across the room.
Yet more glass shattered as another bullet found its way into the room, only this time it impacted with deadly force into Victoria Hoffman's brain.
The blood splattered across the floor, thankfully in a direction away from Jacen.
"Boom," Jacen declared as he flooded Victoria's mind with energy, putting her out of her misery.
Five hundred meters away in a high-rise building, Defender smiled as she put her sniper rifle back in her duffel bag. "Headshot."
The nightmare was finally over for her.

"How careless of me," Limones began. "It never occurred to me that your lot would procure sniper rifles too."
"Oh, we didn't really have to. We lifted one off Victoria, she's getting a bit careless in her old age," Jacen responded with a glance at the body.
Limones shook his head. "I should have just killed you the second time we clashed."
"You mean the time at the Botanic Gardens? Yes, you should have. Unfortunately, you were too arrogant to. That's your mistake there, Limones. Hubris."
"Yeah, well, sadly for you, I can overpower you. You don't have the sheer force to take me on. And you're not walking out of this building alive."
Jacen shook his head. "I think not. In fact, both of us will be leaving this building alive. Well, you will be semi-alive, but still breathing, at least."
"And who's the one with hubris now?" Limones sneered. "Back up your threats with force, son. Except you don't have the power to. I, on the other hand, have gotten the newest technology developed by my scientists. Psionic amplification crystals," he laughed as he lifted an amulet out of his shirt.
"That could be trouble. I suppose I should do something then. Endarius!" Jacen summoned.
In a dramatic cloud of smoke flashing with lightning, the Deritonian appeared.
"Cut the theatrics. I want you to alter reality."
"No can do, Jacen. You know the rules."
"What I know is that the rule says an exchange can be made if things are fair. And that's what I want. I want you to remove all of Limones' psionic energy permanently, of all types except light and dark, and do the same for me."
Endarius hesitated for a moment, before smiling as he realized what Jacen was up to. "Acceptable," he nodded before disappearing.
"Fuck," Limones muttered as he felt his stolen power fading from him. "What the hell were you thinking Jacen? You just went ahead and sacrificed all the power we had!"
"I suppose I just did," the Grandmaster laughed bitterly. "You know what I've learned? It's not about the amount of power you have. It's what you do with it that counts."
"Yeah well, eat this then," Limones snarled as he fired a powerful blast at Jacen, who didn't gather his powers to do anything.
"I don't think so," a voice announced as a shield appeared to deflect the blast.
"Fuck this," Limones cursed again as the Trickster stepped into the circle of light. "How the bloody hell did you get in here?"
"Climbed in through the window," the Trickster replied simply as he reached into his pocket and drew out the Regenesis amulet, clutching onto it tightly.
"But you're not supposed to interfere! You're neutral!"
"Not anymore. As of a week ago, the Trickster has officially joined the Clan in its war against the Separatist Movement, on several conditions that we were happy to agree to, things that we were going to change anyway," Jacen declared.
"This stinks to the core," Limones muttered.
"Believe me, I know," Jacen sighed.

Five minutes later, the stand-off was still ongoing.
I'm going to have to kill these two, or knock them unconscious just to get out of here, Limones decided. The Trickster has the Regenesis amulet, whereas Jacen has the same amount of raw energy as I do. I on the other hand have this stupid amplification amulet that doesn't seem to be doing much.
Jacen felt sweat pool beneath his palms on the table as he glared at Limones. I can't beat him alone. For that matter, if he goes all-out this very moment, he'll be able to overpower both the Trickster and I with brute force because of the amplification. I've got to keep him from realizing that. I need to buy us more time.
The Trickster stared unwaveringly at Limones, as he stood at the edge of the circle of light. Heavens above, I can't do this. He's going to kill both of us. I thought Jacen had a plan! Where is his backup?! he panicked frantically as he felt another sweat drop beat on his forehead.
"You do know that you'll never get past my people downstairs, don't you," Jacen declared.
"Oh? I thought my people would've taken care of them," Limones replied smoothly.
The Grandmaster shook his head. "If your men had won, they would be up here by now. My people on the other hand, were given strict orders to wait downstairs once they finished. Maybe I shouldn't have given those orders."
"Well, then, are we going to stand here till dawn then? Why don't we just get it over with?" Limones challenged.
Jacen sighed. "My my, where is your sense of drama, Limones? Don't you know standoffs have to include men standing around in dramatic positions, exchanging useless small talk, before the fight begins?"
"I tire of small talk. This has dragged on long enough. Oh I get it... You're buying time for the Trickster to regenerate his energy, aren't you? Damnit I should've seen through this from the start," Limones thundered as he raised his hands and fired psionic blasts at both of the young men.

"He's cottoned on," the Trickster shouted in alarm.
"I can tell, thank you very much," Jacen responded as he put all his effort into shielding alone. Where the hell are you?!
The Trickster thinned the radius of his shield, choosing to dodge several of the blasts in an effort to minimize energy loss. It was a risky tactic, but served him well.
"Enough!" Limones roared as he slammed the table from the side, sending it flying across the room to block up the stairs. "It's time you two died."
Steadily being pushed back, Jacen and the Trickster found themselves forced into a corner, and all too soon, Jacen's energy stores were depleted.
"Die, fool," Limones spoke calmly as he raised his right hand to send a fatal blast of energy at Jacen.
"I think not," a voice interrupted from behind him.
"God damn it how many people are going to crash this party anyway?!" Limones screamed in rage as he turned around, forgetting Jacen for the moment.
"Afraid I'm the last one, pal," Danielle smiled. "Next time you try to kill me, make sure you finish the job, because I've come to repay you the favour."
A short duel ensued, but it was clear from the start who was going to win. Danielle not only had superior force but also superior tactics, which left Limones on the floor defeated a few minutes layer.
Creeping forward, Jacen slipped the ring he had retrieved earlier onto Limones's finger.
Instantly, the man jerked up, then his eyes glazed over as if he was in a bad dream.
"Is that... what I think it is?" Danielle whispered.
Jacen nodded. "Project Nightmare Cascade. See I told you it'll come in handy eventually. It'll keep him trapped and without will until we can sentence him in the Clan Executive Council's court."
"Poor man," the Trickster muttered.
"Ah yes, David. Hi-five?" Jacen laughed as he raised a palm. "Good work mate."
"Thanks," David replied as he met Jacen's palm with his own. "I can finally drop the title of Trickster now. I trust our terms will be met?"
"Indeed. Every tagged Separatist will be offered a pardon for psionic crimes up to the third degree, and given a chance to join the Clan as an Adept."
David breathed a sigh of relief. "That'll be enough to save the friends I've made. Thank you."
"Hey, it's not like I wasn't going to do it in the first place anyway. Besides, we're classmates. We've got to stick together, right? Even in an arena such as this."
"Yep. Now what do you say we get this finished and done with?"
"Thought you'll never ask," Jacen grinned.

Applause rang in the Separatist Movement's headquarters, as Jacen and David marched Limones down between them. The applause only intensified as Danielle stepped into the light too, with Horace whooping in joy. "I don't have to be your freaking secretary anymore! Whoohoo!"
Jacen looked around at the ten comatose Separatists lying on the floor, several of them in uncomfortable looking positions. His people, on the other hand, all looked perfectly hunky-dory. He never felt any prouder of them.
"Good work people. Today, major success on all fronts. Now let's get back to HQ, kids. It's been a long night, and it'll probably be a lot longer before we get any sleep!"
"Party?" Jim asked hopefully.
"Paperwork," Jacen replied in a dull tone, crushing all their hopes. "Just kidding. Damn right we deserve a party. Time to pull out of here, people, let's go, hustle!"
The merry party of eight, plus one semi-comatose man drove away in the unmarked white van, stopping only to pick up Defender from where she had been waiting for Jacen.
Inside the van, the atmosphere was cheerful. Even Kate and Imelda seemed to have patched things up, as the women chatted away on good terms.
Danielle smiled at Jacen. The two of them were sitting at the very back, next to the doors. "I can finally see my family again," she laughed. "It's finally over."
"It's been hard on you," Jacen nodded. "Good work."
"It was worth it. And now my family are safe."
"Mine too," Jacen replied quietly.
Yes, it was worth it. It was worth it all.

"Alright people, sorry to ruin the party with this, but I've got to conduct a short debrief at least. I owe you guys that much," Jacen announced as he stood up in the reception area, where everyone was busy imbibing alcoholic drinks and munching away on snacks. David and Jacen, being sadly underage, had been bullied into drinking coke instead.
"Yeah, go ahead and explain all the secrets, Jacen. We want you to spill the beans," Horace demanded, as the rest murmured their agreement too.
"This whole plan began with the very attack on Danielle. To be honest, her condition was not serious. It was merely faked to be. The coma she was in was actually a self-induced regenerative state, and she was actually still capable of communicating with us all the while."
"Why would you do that?" Jim asked in bewilderment. "Wouldn't it have been more useful for you to be out with us?"
"My family," Danielle answered. "I did not know what they were capable of, but at that moment, it seemed like they would resort to anything. I decided that if I could stay out of it until it was over, then my family would at least be safe. That was all that mattered to me."
"And I decided," Jacen continued, "That it would be beneficial for us if she remained hidden. I visited her often in the hospital, in the guise of talking to her in the hopes that she would wake up. In truth, I was teaching her many psionic tactics, and also how to expand her reserves, in the hopes of making her the ultimate weapon for this clan. She was codenamed Delta Source, and since her entry into the supposed comatose state, she has helped us with tons of operations that took place, it's just that you people never knew it."
"No shit," Defender muttered. "So it was you who picked up the Regenesis amulet in the end."
"And said amulet was given to the Trickster, because at that point, I felt that he needed it more than I do if he was to even the odds. And since then, he's helped sabotage several operations, one of which was a strike targeting our HQ itself. The reason why we had that peaceful period and were able to train up, was only because he was buying us time, being the spanner in the works for them.
"And speaking of the peaceful period, we had our little drama in HQ, didn't we, Horace? Your investigation into the slip-up that led to the Trickster stealing our data and prototypes of Project Regenesis," Jacen laughed as he sipped at his coke.
"Oh god, that factored into your big plan too?" Horace sighed as he shook his head and took another swig of his beer. "How the hell can you think on so many fronts at the same time?"
"I was born with it. At any rate, it was meant to be a distraction. I knew Limones had his eye on the Clan. There were spies among us somewhere, and though I've known them for a very long time, I never rooted them out cause I knew it was best if we could control the information Limones was getting. So while they were fixated on Horace's work in investigating the incident, because they were afraid of being discovered, I sent the rest out on something. Do you four remember the training exercise about working without a teammate?" Jacen asked the strike-team, excluding Horace.
Kate, Jim and Imelda nodded, while Cheryl gasped in astonishment. "That thing we were told to retrieve..."
"Is not anything I've planted myself. Though you people didn't know it then, it was your first official mission as a team, though without Horace. The thing you lot retrieved was a sniper rifle, liberated from Victoria's stockpile of weapons."
David shook his head. "No wonder Victoria was in such a tizzy that day, it helped with my interference in their strike."
"Yes. David here informed me that they were going to hit us the same day you lot got the rifle back for Defender, and I knew we had to act soon. Victoria knew one of her sniper rifles had gone missing, but didn't know where it had gone. She didn't dare to tell Limones because she was a naturally paranoid woman, and constantly suspected Limones of turning on her.
"At any rate, that all built up to our raid today, where you five beat odds of two to one, Victoria was sniped down by Defender, and Limones was defeated by the combined efforts of David, Danielle and I. And I need to say, I couldn't have done this without any of you. Just like in chess, a king is useless if he has no supporting pieces, and so, cheers, people," Jacen toasted as he raised his glass.
Everyone closed in, and glasses clinked against each other as everyone accepted the toast. Sitting down, Jacen smiled contently. For a moment, it felt just like a family.
A strange hodge-podge mixture of personalities, and we're certainly all screwed up, but we're a family nonetheless.
"And I would like to propose a second toast," Horace announced. "To none other than our esteemed leader Jacen, of course. I've been his secretary for almost six weeks and I can say he's one hell of an asshole, but he gets results, and yes, now I firmly do believe he's the best damned Grandmaster we've had in decades."
"I second that," Imelda laughed as she raised her glass. The rest echoed their sentiments as they raised their glasses too, saluting Jacen.
"Oh come now, he's not really such an asshole, is he?" Danielle laughed. "Are you, Jacen?"
"Well. I suppose I am, but that's only cause I have to deal with you crazy lot," Jacen returned.
"Bah. Excuses," Jim muttered as he slumped back on the sofa, falling asleep.
Smiling as he shook his head, Jacen placed his glass on the coffee table and stood up. "I've got something I need to do, I'll catch you guys later. Don't drink too much, and get a cab if you're going home."

Alone in his office, Jacen accessed the world Clan's website, and addressed an email to the other Grandmasters.

Fellow leaders of the Clans, it is with great pleasure that I announce the subjugation and capture of Samuel Limones, leader of the Final Fate, extremist wing of the Separatist Movement.
Would appreciate it if we could get him trialed and sentenced as soon as possible. As you all know, he is the leader, the very symbol of the Separatists, and they may have ideas about springing him from his current imprisonment. If I may suggest, the upcoming meet in Switzerland would do nicely.
Once he's been dealt with, the Final Fate will fall apart quickly. But that is not the end of our war against the Separatists. Rather, it's only just begun.
Eternal vigilance, fellow Grandmasters.

Cheers,
Jacen


"Doesn't sound too pompous. Will do," Jacen muttered to himself as he clicked the send button.
Leaning back against the comfortable armchair, he relaxed his muscles. It had been a long day. But it was done, at least.
This war was over. Victoria was dead. Limones was blubbering like a baby with a nightmare, and soon to be sentenced. As for the gods... well, he would have to live with it.
For once, he could have peace to himself for a few moments.
Smiling to himself, Jacen found his eyelids closing, as he fell asleep.


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